Ok, I know. I haven't wrote in like over a week or two. But all it OK. You didn't miss out on to much.

* I went back to work
* CVS is still gay and terminated me again... so yeah, our family has no insurance but I'm still working. WHY??
* My dog has ate everything he can possibly find ANYWHERE including Noah's pacifiers,toys, etc. etc.
* Our family took a 5 generation pic at sears a few weeks ago. They turned out awesome. Noah got to meet his GREAT GREAT Grandmother from TN.
* Me + Hai = PERFECT!! I heart him soo much.
* He is a really awesome dad but some times in the wierdest of asian ways....lol!
* I have started Randy a "Lost-N-Found" box for my house.... he's always leaving his shit everywhere. LMFAO
* I miss him tho.
* My Bro, John, left for Iraq for the THIRD time.... damn Bush, how many times is it gonna take?? Leave them Iraqi fuckers alone!!
* My mom and sister baby sit Noah while I work, it makes me sad to leave him but at least I'm leaving him with ppl I love and trust.
* Me & Hai have a mural of Noah's pics in our house now... already, yes!
* I still have like 20 or more pounds to loose.... baby fat SUCKS!
* Victoria stole all my clothes since I can't wear them yet, all well.... that just means my drawers are empty and I need to go shopping to fill them up again, lol.
* Which me and Tori Ann have done a LOT of lately.
* I even bought her some PINK PJ'S from VS for her B-Day. So don't ask for shit in Oct.....hehe!
* Oh, and how could I ever forget... I had my 4 wisdom teeth cut out last Sat. And, yeah I'm still on pain meds!
* They didn't put me to sleep, I was AWAKE. they just shot my gums up with some novacaine (Sp?). But one of my teeth were already impacting my others so in order to get it out I had to sit awake to watch blood shoot ALL over the dentists face. Yeah, it was that bad. He filed it down and then took like a hammer and chizle (sp?) type thing to SHATTER it in my gums and pulled the pieces out. OOOhh, PAIN!!! And they say you can't feel anything... no I really didn't feel the pain then but what about the next damn week??
* I missed my "first day back to work" on Monday b/c I was still in so much pain.
* Funny tho, b/c the day it was done... I was FINE. Nothing hurt thought that I was a soldier...lol. NOT, the next day it hits you WORSE THAN LABOR. Ok, so maybe not that bad... but close.

Well, Guess that's about all for now... except I got a lot new pics.... Enjoy!

   Well, hello again. I'm sitting here waiting for Hai to get home from work. Me & Noah just came home from a pretty long day of running around ourselves.   He got to spend most of the day with his Nanna tho. (my momma) He even went and visited everyone at work again. And guess what I found out today when I called to get Noah's insurance situation figured out.... the stupid bastards terminated me yet again in error. Damn, how many times do you plan on terminating a pregnant person in error. And yes, as of my termination date I was still pregnant b/c get this.... the help desk shows me terminated as of July 11th. How is that possible when my ass was at work for 9 hours THE DAY I WENT INTO LABOR!???!!! I don't get it. Is CVS just asking for me to sue them or what? Morons. All I know is that they better get it figured out and fast before Noah's dr. comes running to me for money I don't have for all of his visits. My discount card at the store wouldn't even work so I know there is something majorly screwed up in thier system.

    Anyways, enough of that wacko company I work for. Noah will be 4 weeks tomorrow. Can you believe that? I sure can't. Man, how time is flying right before my eyes. Me and momma were talking about him getting certified to dive when he's 10 and even before that going snorkling with the manatees in Florida. I know he will love that. I still do everytime I go. I even went when I was pregnant. Yeah, my fat prego self was in a  maternity bathing suit and a large wet suit swimming with manatees. I looked ridiculously CUTE (tehe) but it was fun.

     Well, guess that's all for now... I have a major headache and I'm not sure why. Noah has been rather quiet today since he had his Nanna to spoil him. All well... bye bye!

   I officially have the most spoiled child on Earth. He will be all content one minute and then decide "somone hold me, and DON'T put me down, or I will cry until the stars fall"!! He's so cute, but geez, thank you mom and Hai for constantly holding him. Now, me, all by myself, get to listen to his crying fits for no other reason than he wants to be held. It was cute at first, but not anymore. I still have things to do. I love him to death, but I can't hold him ALL the time. Hai got a taste of that this evening. He had today off instead of Wed. this week and for no reason, Noah starting his squeling until someone picked him up and held him till he fell asleep.  Hai was trying to cook and I was in the middle of laundry and cleaning the house. Hai tried to calm him down but it didn't work. He had to held, rocked and patted till he went to sleep. Hai got a little fustrated and I told him, now you know how I feel here 6 days a week all by myelf without enough hands to do everything as it is and add a screaming child to the picture. Don't get me wrong, I'm loving be a mommy and Hai loves being a daddy but sometimes I think Hai gets way to fustrated with Noah since MOST (95%) of the time, Noah is quiet and content to himself. Then when he does want to cry, Hai is still learning what Noah needs/wants. Granted, I know he has to work a lot to support our family and he is still learning Noah's way of asking (weel, screaming.lol) for things.  But really, all in all, everything is going GREAT!  Here are some recent pics too. enjoy & sweet dreams.

Play time on my kick and crawl aquarium

Granpa feeding me & then going to show me off the polivce dept

Me & Daddy

   Being a mommy is soo awesome. I love my son.

   He's finally starting to feel better from his tummy ache and circumcision. Poor thing. I felt so bad listening to him scream and know there isn't really anything in the world I can do to help him. But it's ok, we made it through. He's doing great.  I can't say I'm not exhausted and have a headache, needless to say, from him screaming. All well, it's all part of being a parent I guess and I'm loving it!!  Hai makes such the greatest daddy too. OM goodness, what used to be "our" Wednesday is now "my day off" and Hai takes care of pretty much all the diapers and things. I just give him a boob every few hours to feed him, lol. He's so good with Noah. It's really really sweet. I love my husband. I couldn't ask for a better husband or daddy to my children.

    I'm sorta ready to go back to work now tho. No, I don't want to leave Noah. That will be hard when the time comes. But, I know once I go back to work, we will be better financially. Yeah, I'm getting paid maternity leave. But not as much as I would make being there working. I just want to be able to save for Noah. I went to the bank a few weeks ago and started an account for him, already. I put $500 or so in a money market at the state employees credit union. I had to take my mom but her name isn't ON the account, she just signs showing I am a family member to a state employee and it gives awesome interest. Me and Hai are in the process of switching all of stuff over there.

    I just can't believe how great everything is going. I hope everyone else is doing as great! Well, once I get the pics downloaded I'll post some more from today. He was having a ball on his kick and crawl aquarium that my old roomie from UNCC bought him. It was soo cute.

   Ok, so I know.... I've sorta left everyone hanging for a few weeks now, SORRY! But Noah and myself are doing wonderful, and Hai too! We are all doing great. Noah is a mess tho. He started rolling over at 3 days, he has 2 legs that are WAY too strong for his own good, he scoots EVERWHERE! I have to watch him constantly if he is sleeping to make sure he isn't rolling off anything or lying on his face and so on, so forth. And he is growing like a weed. He is already up to 7 lbs 3 oz & to think he was born at 6 lbs 7 oz. I can't believe that, he's not even 3 weeks old yet.  Hai's really perinoid about the whole babysitter situation when I go back to work, but he won't listen to me so he is worrying himself. My mom and sister want to watch him, so I say have at it. And my mg. said she would work around that so I think we have those bases covered.  I just can't believe I only have about 3 weeks left. I'm going back to work on Sept. 1.  That's really going to be hard. But I"ll cross that bridge when I get there.

    Anyways, here are some recent pics of my baby boy.